Nameless Xu: He seems
somewhat nonplussed at this, glancing around the room as if expecting some kind
of trap. "It is proper for servants to eat after the...principals of the
household."
Karlos: "I've never been one for proper.
Please..." Nods to the seat.
Reyna Varinia Reiruno: She smiles a little,
nodding at Karlos's words. Propriety isn't big on her list, either.
Nameless Xu: He nods, and fixes a plate for
himself, tentatively sitting down, eyes moving back and forth, alert for any
potential punishment for breaking the rules.
Nameless Xu: He doesn't touch his plate until
both of them do. Merlin, even less worried about propriety, has already
finished his eggs and is licking the butter off his toast.
Karlos: He settles down and starts eating,
giving Xu a reassuring nod.
Reyna Varinia Reiruno: She smiles as Xu sits
down, and starts to eat.
Nameless Xu: He eats very slowly, very
politely, tho it's clear he's quite nervous about it.
Karlos: ((Sorry, major explosions on the london
tube and Chris is in london. Had to check he was ok, which he is))
Nameless Xu: (*hugs* Oh no! terrorists? Or
something else?)
Reyna Varinia Reiruno: ((Whoa. Fair
enough...good to hear he's okay.))
Karlos: ((I suspect terrorists. Power's out
across the whole tube, and there was a bus explosion too))
Reyna Varinia Reiruno: ((Yeah, just started
reading it on Yahoo. Damn...))
Nameless Xu: (Fuckers...)
Reyna Varinia Reiruno: She takes her time
eating, feeling pretty relaxed. And encouraging smile is sent Xu's way every
now and then.
Nameless Xu: He returns the
smile but his body language is still tense.
Nameless Xu: ((do you guys
want to stop this scene?))
Reyna Varinia Reiruno: ((Up
to you guys.))
Karlos: ((Please. Sorry bout
this))
Karlos: (See you later *hugs*.
Should be on at about 10am so long as I don't have to drive into London to pick
him up)
Nameless Xu: (no sweat. *hugs*
Totally understandable.)
Nameless Xu: (yeah let's call
it. sort of lost my taste for RP)
Reyna Varinia Reiruno: ((No
problem.))
Reyna Varinia Reiruno: ((Here))
Karlos: He eats slowly, not
watching Xu, so as not to make him feel pressured.
Nameless Xu: When everybody
finishes eating, he clears the plates and begins washing them.
Karlos: He looks to Reyna as
Xu goes to clean up. "You okay?"
Nameless Xu: As he works, he
looks wistfully out the window over the sink.
Reyna Varinia Reiruno: She
sits back in her chair, sighing a little, and reaches over to scratch behind
Merlins ear. She looks over to Karlos and nods a little. "Better."
Nameless Xu: He works quietly,
efficiently, unobtrusively.
Reyna Varinia Reiruno: "You?"
Karlos: He nods. "I'll be
fine." He runs fingertips along his forearm absently, then rises and moves
to the kitchen.
Reyna Varinia Reiruno:
"You?"
Karlos: He nods. "I'll be
fine." He runs fingertips along his forearm absently, then rises and moves
to the kitchen.
Nameless Xu: He's drying the
plates, looking out the window, when Karlos enters the kitchen.
Karlos: He smiles up at Xu.
"Penny for your thoughts?"
Nameless Xu: "She's not
coming, is she?"
Karlos: "She will
be," he says quietly. "I know it."
Nameless Xu: "She isn't.
She doesn't want me. She wants Master Trevor."
Reyna Varinia Reiruno: She
looks after Karlos, then rises, patting the Australian shepherd's head before
heading into the kitchen, just being a listening presence as she leans against
the fridge door.
Nameless Xu: He says it
without bitterness, without rancor, but with a sad resignation.
Reyna Varinia Reiruno: "She's
gonna come, Babe. She will."
Nameless Xu: "It's been a
whole day. We're not that far from the city here, are we?"
Karlos: "I can't make you
believe what you don't want to."
Nameless Xu: "Why would
she want me back? She helped to bury me."
Nameless Xu: "Even when I
dreamed of her, she couldn't hide her disgust for me."
Reyna Varinia Reiruno: "Maybe
she's not the same person you remember."
Nameless Xu: "You were
there," he says to Reyna, again not confrontive, simply resigned.
"When I dreamed I was Milton."
Karlos: It's his time to be
the quiet one, simply observing.
Reyna Varinia Reiruno: "It
was a wierd time, then, Babe." She sighs a little. "And things have
changed a lot since, too. You don't know that she doesn't want you now."
Nameless Xu: "My mother
hated me. My father sold me off. Roosthron despised me. Karlos can't wait to
hand me off to Angelia. I am not wanted."
Reyna Varinia Reiruno: "I
want you," she answers calmly, watching him.
Karlos: "I am not handing
you over to Angelia because I want rid of you," he says quietly. "I
am doing it because it is what you requested."
Nameless Xu: He looks to
Reyna. "How can you want me? You refused even to let me serve you."
Nameless Xu: He regards Karlos
for a long moment, then looks out the window. "And what shall you do if
she doesn't come? Or if she disowns me when she arrives?"
Reyna Varinia Reiruno: "Babe,
you know I love you. I do want you. All right?"
Karlos: He smiles softly.
"I'll look after you."
Nameless Xu: "Many people
love me. None want me."
Nameless Xu: He looks over to
Karlos, then looks out the window again, sighing. "Thank you."
Karlos: He lifts a hand and
rubs Xu's shoulder gently. "Go get some clothes on."
Reyna Varinia Reiruno: "On
the minute off-chance that she does...we'll be here." She looks to Karlos,
then back to Xu. "And there are people who want you. If I didn't, I
wouldn't still be here."
Nameless Xu: "Do you know
where some are?"
Karlos:
"Ah.
I'll go get you some." He nods to Xu.
Nameless Xu: He glances to
Reyna, and smiles at her, then turns to Karlos. "Thank you."
Karlos: "You're welcome.
I'll be back as soon as I can." He smiles to Xu, then nods to Reyna and
heads for the door.
Reyna Varinia Reiruno: She
returns the smile to Xu, then watches Karlos head for the door.
Nameless Xu -> Karlos: ((What
room has Karlos been staying in upstairs? If he went in the Master bedroom he'd
see Xu's clothes in there.))
Karlos -> Nameless Xu: ((He'd
use a spare room. He doesn't need a bed, after all *G*. But if ever the door
was open, I'm sure he'd still spot them. That plus common sense says there's
clothes in the house ~somewhere~))
Karlos: He heads upstairs.
Nameless Xu: He remains where
he is, awaiting further instruction. He seems incapable of taking initiative.
Reyna Varinia Reiruno: Her
eyes go back to Xu, smiling a little bit as her head tilts in that curious way.
"So what were you looking at outside?"
Nameless Xu: "Everything.
I haven't seen the outdoors in...quite some time."
Reyna Varinia Reiruno: The
smiles widens a little. "Must be nice to see again."
Karlos: He does the Manly
Sniff Test on Xu's clothing to ensure none of it's too rank. Then he neatly
folds undergarments, slacks and shirt and carries them downstairs.
Nameless Xu: his smile mirrors
hers, widening because hers has widened. "It's pretty."
Nameless Xu -> Karlos: (everything
in his bag is still fresh, since the clothes he was wearing were folded and put
away in the cupboard in the lab)
Reyna Varinia Reiruno: A
nod. "Yeah, it really is. I've always liked it up here."
Nameless Xu:
"how long have you lived here?"
Karlos: He drifts into the
kitchen, offering Xu the clothes with a smile.
Reyna Varinia Reiruno: "About
eight months." She looks over as Karlos comes in.
Nameless Xu: He takes the
clothing and puts it on quickly, looking somewhat worried about it.
Karlos: "If I didn't want
you wearing clothes, I wouldn't have asked you to," he says softly.
Nameless Xu: "These are
Master Trevor's clothes. He will punish me for defiling them."
Karlos: "Then I'm going
to have to go shopping."
Nameless Xu: He seems to
accept the impending punishment with the same calm resignation he had about
Angelia.
Reyna Varinia Reiruno: "It's
okay, Babe. Nothing's going to happen to you for wearing those clothers,
okay?"
Karlos: He glances to Reyna.
"Yes, it will," he says softly.
Nameless Xu: He nods to Reyna,
but doesn't seem to believe her. He doesn't seem to be able to fathom the idea
of Karlos going shopping for him. Who shops for a slave?
Reyna Varinia Reiruno: A
look over to Karlos, brow furrowing, and then she falls silent.
Karlos: He lifts a hand to
gently touch Xu's cheek. "Is there anything else you'd like while I'm
gone?"
Nameless Xu: He stands there
awkwardly in his clothing, and awaits further orders.
Nameless Xu: He doesn't seem
to know how to answer Karlos, other than to say "Please don't abandon
me."
Karlos: "I won't."
He gazes intently at Xu. "I never will."
Nameless Xu: He seems
frightened at Xu's intensity, as if afraid he's angered him. But he nods and
says "Thank you."
Reyna Varinia Reiruno: A
smile, and she folds her arms over her chest, watching the two.
Karlos: He nods and heads for
the door once more. "Back soon."
Nameless Xu: He continues to
stand there and await further orders, until Merlin barks and he moves into the
dining room to let the puppy off the table.
Reyna Varinia Reiruno: "All
right." She nods to Karlos as he leaves, waiting until he's gone before
pulling a much-needed cigarette. We've all got our addictions. When Xu moves
out into the dining room, she follows along, moving on to the main room and
gesturing for Xu to fellow.
Karlos: He slips out and is
gone.
Nameless Xu: He follows Reyna,
as does Merlin.
Reyna Varinia Reiruno: She
takes a seat somewhere and flicks the smoke to life, smiling up to Xu and
patting the spot beside her. "C'mon, Babe. Have a seat."
Nameless Xu: He sits down
beside her (I'm assuming they're in the parlor now? Or the big main building?)
Nameless Xu: (big main area of
the building.)
Reyna Varinia Reiruno: ((Whereever
the nearest couch is from the kitchen.))
Nameless Xu: (or did she go
back to the lab?)
Nameless Xu: (ah parlor then.
There's a TV there, a woodstove, and some comfy chairs, couches, and coffee and
end tables.)
Reyna Varinia Reiruno: ((Parlor,
yeah))
Nameless Xu:
(also a VCR and DVD player)
Reyna Varinia Reiruno: She
takes a drag from the cigarette, exhaling the smoke away from them. "So
what's on your mind right now?"
Nameless Xu: (Along with a
stereo system)
Nameless Xu: He considers this
and says "I am confused why Karlos would leave to buy clothing for me.
Slaves do not wear clothes."
Reyna Varinia Reiruno: "Because
he wants you to have clothes," she answers simply.
Nameless Xu: He nods.
"But why should he care to spare me the wrath of Master Trevor?"
Reyna Varinia Reiruno: "Because
like me, he doesn't want you to be hurt." She smiles to himn, rubbing his
knee supportively.
Nameless Xu: "But that's
my purpose."
Reyna Varinia Reiruno: "What
do you mean?"
Nameless Xu: He shrug, not
sure how to articulate it. "You always hurt the one you love."
Reyna Varinia Reiruno: Her
brow furrows a little. "Why do you think that is?"
Nameless Xu: "I don't
know. It just is."
Reyna Varinia Reiruno: "it
doesn't have to be that way, though."
Nameless Xu: "It's always
been that way."
Reyna Varinia Reiruno: "Doesn't
mean it can't change, possibly."
Nameless Xu: "It isn't
for me to change it. It is for me to endure."
Reyna Varinia Reiruno: "I
didn't say you would be the person to change it. I merely meant that it can
change. It doesn't have to be this way. And we don't want you to be hurt."
Nameless Xu: "But you
love me. How can you not want me to be hurt?"
Reyna Varinia Reiruno: "It's
because I love you that I don't want you to be hurt. Thus, how things don't
always have to be the way you believe them to be."
Nameless Xu: He seems
incapable of comprehending that and simply accepts it. "Alright."
Reyna Varinia Reiruno: And
she falls quiet, simply sitting there, being a presence next to him, waiting
for Karlos to return.
Nameless Xu: (you want to fade
there?)
Reyna Varinia Reiruno: ((Sure...I
thought we were giving time for Karlos to go get clothes and come back))
Nameless Xu: (Well, you didn't
seem too interested in the scene so if you want to step out, that's cool.)
Nameless Xu: (or we can fast
forward until Karlos returns.)
Karlos: ((*flexes*))
Nameless Xu: (or if you want
to step out you can always have Reyna go back to sleep.)
Reyna Varinia Reiruno: ((Reyna
has no idea what to do in this situation. She's smart enough to know that a
single wrong word can do inestimable damage; she's seen it happen before. And
her instinct would be to try and help the submissive side have the strength to
avoid being buried; however, that doesn't seem to be Karlos's plan, and she
doesn't want to work at a cross-purpose to Karlos, who is the much more
well-trained psychologist. Thus, she has to be passive as a general rule, which
leaves me at a loss of who to play these scenes.))
Reyna Varinia Reiruno: ((How
to play out these scenes, rather))
Nameless Xu:
(ok so fast forwardIng?)
Reyna Varinia Reiruno: ((Sure))
Karlos: He returns a good four
hours later, having gone all the way into Manhattan to shop. Knocks on the
door.
Reyna Varinia Reiruno: She
gets up, moving to the door and opening it up. "Welcome back." She
gives Karlos a grin and steps aside to hold the door open for him.
Nameless Xu: He rises quickly
and heads to the door to open it, picking up Merlin so he doesn't run outside.
Nameless Xu: (or if Reyna
beats him to the door he simply holds Merlin.)
Karlos: He's utterly laden
down with bags, the strain from carrying them showing in his eyes. "Grab
what you can."
Reyna Varinia Reiruno: She
grabs an armful of bags from him, carrying them in.
Karlos: There's bags from
department stores, pet supply stores, borders, all kinds of shapes and sizes.
Nameless Xu: He quickly grabs
as much as he can.
Karlos: He nods, hefting the
rest into the house. His hands have white lines across them from the weight of
the bags' handles. Nudges the door shut with his knee. "Thanks."
Grins at them.
Reyna Varinia Reiruno: She
carries her armload into the parlor room and sets them down, going back to help
with more if needed. "Did you leave anything back in Manhattan for the
other eight million folks?"
Nameless Xu: He brings the
bags in wherever Karlos wants them to be.
Karlos: "Nope. It's mine,
all mine." He grins gently, then starts seperating out the bags.
"Okay. Food for us, food for Merlin. Clothes for you..." He piles
about half the bags in front of Xu. "Some books and DVD's..."
Karlos: He rips the label off
a tuggy rope and tosses it to Merlin. "That's for you..."
Reyna Varinia Reiruno: She
steps back, watching as Karlos divies up. "Well, at least in the event of
the attack of the living dead, we'll be well-stocked."
Karlos: "Well, I didn't
buy shotguns..."
Nameless Xu: He quickly strips
off Xu's clothes and looks to Karlos for instruction as to what Karlos wants
him to wear.
Reyna Varinia Reiruno: "How
about records? They make good zombie-killing weapons."
Karlos: "I'll need you to
try everything on. I got your measurements off those," he nods to what
Xu's wearing, "but you know what stores are like..."
Nameless Xu: Merlin happily
grabs the rope and starts trotting around with it.
Nameless Xu: He nods and
proceeds to try everything on. If it doesn't fit, he doesn't complain, simply
moves on to the next.
Reyna Varinia Reiruno: She
grabs the stripped-off clothes and starts to fold them up, setting them aside.
Karlos: He observes, then
nods, and sets aside the few items that don't quite fit, fishing out their
receipts and setting them atop the pile. He'll sort that out tomorrow.
Reyna Varinia Reiruno: She
grabs the food, carrying it off into the kitchen and putting it away as Xu
plays dress-up.
Nameless Xu: He puts them all
on then remains in the last outfit, looking to Karlos for approval.
Karlos: "Okay. That,
that, that and that..." He piles up what he wants Xu to wear. "The
rest, remove the labels and put them in the spare bedroom upstairs. That room
is yours."
Karlos: ((Deletes the first
bit, then *G*))
Nameless Xu: ((There are 15
bedrooms upstairs, aside from the Master bedroom. It's like a dorm up there.
*G*))
Nameless Xu: He nods and takes
the clothes upstairs.
Karlos:
((Change
"the" to "A" then *G*))
Reyna Varinia Reiruno: She
comes back out of the kitchen as Xu heads upstairs with the clothes, watching
him with a small smile. When he's gone, she looks to Karlos and grins a bit.
"Went a bit overboard, did we? Or just felt like shopping."
Nameless Xu: He opens the
doors until he finds a room that doesn't look occupied and puts the clothes in
there, setting them all neatly in the dresser.
Nameless Xu: When he's
finished, he sits on the bed and waits until he's summoned. (And I'm gonna drop
nick while I go grab some food.)
Karlos: ((Accursed router))
Karlos: "He needs
clothes, and we need food. We're going to be here a while."
Reyna Varinia Reiruno: "Okay.
So can I get clued in, now? I've got the gist, but otherwise, I'm still just a
clueless coyote, and the gist isn't enough for me to contribute."
Karlos: He blinks at her.
"Clued in on what?"
Reyna Varinia Reiruno: "The
plan? How we're handling Xu? Why we're going to be here a while?"
Karlos: "Plan?" he
echoes, confused. "What plan?"
Reyna Varinia Reiruno: "The
plan for what we're going to do. At all."
Karlos: "I don't make
plans."
Reyna Varinia Reiruno: She
sighs a little. "All right, then. Why are we going to be here a
while?"
Karlos: "You don't have
to stay if you don't want to." He regards her curiously.
Reyna Varinia Reiruno: "That's
not what I said."
Karlos:
"You've
seen enough movies to know what Multiple Personality Disorder is, right?"
Tilts his head slightly.
Reyna Varinia Reiruno: "Of
course. I recognize that he has it. But you seem to have a certain way that
you're dealing with it, and I'd rather not work in a certain direction that I
think is right when it's way off-base, Karlos. That's why I'm asking to be
filled in."
Reyna Varinia Reiruno: "As
you've said, I'm not a psychologist. I'm bowing to your wisdom here. Help me
know how to give you a hand here, Flutterby."
Karlos: He shakes his head
softly. "You just need to be... quick. Reactive. Adaptive. You need to
bear in mind that he's not alone in his head, and adapt when he changes. Don't
leap in and make promises to a man who clearly will have what little faith he
has left shattered if you cannot keep them. Don't reinforce any negative
beliefs he expresses. You might find you know him more than you think you
do."
Reyna Varinia Reiruno: She
nods, taking a breath and smiling some. "All right. Now we're cooking with
propane and propane accessories."
Karlos: He grins softly.
"You get it now?"
Reyna Varinia Reiruno: She
shrugs a little bit, grinning. "And the butterfly-lion-man-woman said,
'let there be light,' and there was. And the coyote smiled."
Karlos: He nods. "Do you
want him?"
Reyna Varinia Reiruno: "In
many ways, several of which you probably don't wanna hear about." She
chuckles a little, before growing a little more serious. "Which way do you
mean?"
Karlos: "What was do you
want him?" he counters softly.
Karlos: ((was=way))
Reyna Varinia Reiruno: A
sigh. "I want to be here for him, I want him to be here for me, I want to
help him...I want to be with him, I want to be WITH him..." She
shrugs a little. "But I don't want to have control over him in the way the
current him is wanting someone to have. It's just...not my way. I don't know if
I'm comfortable enough with the situation and my powers of mind-mending to
handle that."
Karlos: "You want a human
being, Reyna, and they're complicated things. Sometimes they want to be
controlled. Sometimes they want to be in control. Sometimes they want to hurt
others, sometimes they want to cry. Sometimes they love, sometimes... sometimes
they hate. If you truly want someone, you accept all of that about them. He
simply has lines drawn between each aspect that usually makes one complete
person. Roosthorn did that to people; split them apart."
: (ping me when you're ready
for me)
Reyna Varinia Reiruno: "I
know." She nods. "And I accept all of those parts. I'm not disgusted
by this part of him, or any other. I don't want to turn away. This level of
control is a bit much for me. I'm not saying it's wrong, and if it takes me
doing this, comfortable with it or not, to help get him together, I'll do it.
I'm just expressing how my own anxieties and issues about this particular
aspect of helping him. I'll do what it takes, comfortable with it or not."
Karlos: He nods. "I know.
And I understand. He needs you, Reyna. He needs your love. That's all it takes,
is your love."
Reyna Varinia Reiruno: She
takes a deep breath and nods, smiling. "And he's got it. I'm a game
coyote, Karlos. Point me at the psychosis and I'll let my 24-ich pythons of
love run wild."
Karlos: He nods, then gazes at
her.
Karlos: He nods softly, then
smiles and leans across to kiss her.
Reyna Varinia Reiruno: She
meets the kiss with that warm yet chaste manner.
Karlos: There's nothing chaste
in his kiss. Never is. Not for Reyna, anyway. Then he smiles faintly and gives
a 'watch this' look, saying calmly, conversationally, "You can come
downstairs now."
Karlos: Whilst, of course,
returning to his own seat.
Reyna Varinia Reiruno: She
raises an eyebrow, and goes to take one of her comfortable leans against the
wall.
Nameless Xu: He apparently has
the door closed and doesn't hear Karlos.
Karlos: He purses his lips and
frowns. Xu's hearing's better than that. He rises and heads for the stairs,
climbing them casually.
Nameless Xu: (roll per+alert)
Karlos:
3,9,4,1,7,9,7,
Reyna Varinia Reiruno: She
watches Karlos move for the stairs, tilting her head a little, and moves to
follow, unless Karlos tries to stop her.
Reyna Varinia Reiruno:
2,3,8,9,8,3,
Nameless Xu: They can hear him
singing what sounds like a lullabye in Afrikaans:
Siembamba, mama se kindjie,
Siembamba, mama se kindjie
--draai sy nek om, gooi hom in die sloot;
trap op sy kop dan is hy dood.
Reyna Varinia Reiruno: A
look goes to Karlos. Okay, door #1. Time to go find out who's behind it.
Nameless Xu -> Karlos: Siembaba,
Mama's little baby
Siembaba, Mama's little baby
Twist his neck, chuck him in the ditch
Stomp on his head, then he's dead
Karlos: He heads for the door
and opens it, stepping inside.
Nameless Xu: His sitting on
the bed, petting Merlin on his lap, tears streaming down his face. He doesn't
seem aware Karlos has opened the door and continues onto the next verse:
"Siembamba, ek is 'n baba,
Siembamba, ek is 'n baba
--pas my veilig op in die nood,
sus my liefies op die skoot."
Reyna Varinia Reiruno: And
she's right behind Karlos.
Karlos: He moves in and gently
takes a seat beside Xu.
Nameless Xu -> Karlos: Siembamba,
I'm a baby
Siembamba, I'm a baby
keep me safe around the need
kiss me tenderly on the lap
Reyna Varinia Reiruno: She
moves around to the other side of the big man, sitting down.
Nameless Xu: He startles as
they both sit beside him, and sits up straight.
Karlos: "Relax," he
says softly. "It's okay." He places an arm around Xu's shoulders.
Reyna Varinia Reiruno: She
looks at him, smiling gently, and rubs his upper arm lightly. "Hey,
you."
Nameless Xu: He relaxes at
Karlos' command, releasing Merlin, who scrambles into Reyna's lap to lick her,
then back across Karlos' lap to lick Karlos before returning to him and licking
the tears off his face.
Karlos: He fusses Merlin
whilst cuddling Xu. "Want to talk about it?"
Reyna Varinia Reiruno: She
grins at Merlin's run back and forth, petting him a couple times.
Nameless Xu: "You told me
to treat him like a baby."
Karlos: He smiles softly,
lifting his hand to smooth away the tears on his cheeks. "Then why are you
crying?"
Nameless Xu: "Because
nobody wants them."
Reyna Varinia Reiruno: She
lets Karlos take the lead for now, watching Xu and lighting running her hand
over his back in a soothing motion.
Karlos: "I do."
Reyna Varinia Reiruno: "Me
too." She nods a little bit.
Nameless Xu: "Not these
babies. You weren't there for that."
Reyna Varinia Reiruno: "Which
ones do you mean?"
Karlos: He slowly shifts.
Faris: "Do not
underestimate what I want," it says firmly.
Nameless Xu: He looks to
Faris, unsettled by the change, and then to Reyna, unsure who to respond to.
Faris:
"You
know that I would take every child in this world into my care if I could."
Gazes intently at Xu.
Reyna Varinia Reiruno: She
makes a deferential motion toward Faris, still rubbing Xu's back lightly.
Nameless Xu: "You weren't
there. In Cullinan. Or with Master Trevor when he killed his son."
Faris: "No. I was not.
But that doesn't make them unwanted. Never unwanted."
Faris: Turns away a moment,
subtly shifting back to Karlos.
Reyna Varinia Reiruno: She
nods a little at Faris's words. "Just because we weren't there, doesn't
mean we didn't want to be there to help them, or that we didn't want
them."
Nameless Xu: "So they killed
them because they wanted them?" He asks, bewildered.
Karlos: "They wanted
them," he says quietly. "They needed them. For their damn
ritual."
Nameless Xu: "They killed
the other ones, too. I dreamed that."
Reyna Varinia Reiruno: She
looks over to Karlos, then back to Xu, listening quietly.
Karlos: He turns to face Xu,
hugging him tightly.
Nameless Xu: he hugs Karlos
but the action seems to be more to comfort Karlos than to seek comfort for
himself.
Reyna Varinia Reiruno: A
light sigh, and she leans slightly against Xu...not stealing Karlos's thunder,
just providing support.
Nameless Xu: He wraps his arm
around Reyna, comforting her as well.
Karlos: "I can't explain
everything," he whispers. "Sometimes... Sometimes it really is down
to how evil a man is. Sometimes people are made evil by others, and sometimes
they just... are. Some really have no choice, but for others, we only have one
choice: whether to be good, or to be evil. Some shy away from the choice
altogether. Some embrace evil. Some, like you, do their best to be good. And
that's all we can ever do, because we stand against the world. We try to be
good. We choose to be good. We choose to protect the innocent and fight evil,
and we die for it. Little by little, or one at a time, we take a stand and we
say no. No, no more children will be harmed. No, no more innocents will be
corrupted. And we'll fail now and again, because we set our goals too high. But
I'd rather reach for the stars and only touch the sky than reach for the sky
and only touch the clouds."
Reyna Varinia Reiruno:
She purses her lips, and nods a little at Karlos's words. She
couldn't have put it better herself.
Nameless Xu: He just holds
them, starting to weep silently again.
Nameless Xu: "That song
is hundreds of years old."
Karlos: "Being old
doesn't make it true," he says quietly. "Doesn't make it right."
Reyna Varinia Reiruno: "It's
stood the test of time for a reason, hon."
Nameless Xu: "No,"
he agrees. "But there have been lots of babies nobody wanted."
Nameless Xu: "And all the
mothers sing that to their children, and make them know they can be killed for
any little thing."
Karlos: "I think you'll
find someone, somewhere, would have wanted them, if only they'd known they were
there."
Reyna Varinia Reiruno: "Just
because there nobody with the opportunity to take them did doesn't mean nobody
wanted them."
Reyna Varinia Reiruno: ((drop
the there))
Nameless Xu: "But nobody
came. Nobody saved them. Somebody should weep for them."
Reyna Varinia Reiruno: She
nods. "Be sad for the fact that nobody came, hon. But not because nobody
wanted them. Someone did...they just couldn't get there."
Karlos: He nods softly, and
continues to hold him. "Go ahead."
Nameless Xu: He continues to
hold Karlos and Reyna, tears falling silently down his cheeks. He seems eeriely
able to cry without any hitch in breath.
Reyna Varinia Reiruno: She
leans into him, still rubbing his back soothingly, just being there. Letting
him cry as long as he needs.
Karlos: ((And I need to fade
there :) ))
Nameless Xu: ((ok. sleep
well.)
Nameless Xu: ((He'll stop
rather quickly, as soon as he senses they are trying to comfort him, rather
than allowing him to comfort them.))
Reyna Varinia Reiruno: ((Cool.))
Nameless Xu: (And then he'll
do whatever they tell him to do)
Karlos: ((Karlos isn't trying
to comfort him *G*))
Karlos: ((Karlos is letting
him cry because those tears need to be shed))
Reyna Varinia Reiruno: ((Yeah,
pretty much what he said. She's just letting him get it out.))
Nameless Xu: ((Alright then
we'll have him cry for a few hours and go to sleep.))
: (thanks for the RP)